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posted by Rebel @ 9:52 PM 0 comments

I told you LIVE SUCKS!!

Hey everybody who's not reading this! It's been a long time since i was here I almost forgot I had this blog anyhow. Like the intro says 'LIVE SUCKS' and it does!
I'm still working at school and shop so there isn't much change but I had this feeling my lifeboat was turning into better waters...... NOT. I have been to New Jersey 2 weeks ago to meet my Warrior Sisters(well 6 off them) and we had a blast,
last week I finally was able to visit Meat's performance at the Heineken Musiic Hall in Amsterdam woohoo, been waiting for this for 25 years!!, because a friend of me wasn't able to use his ticket I got it. The conceert was great at least in my eyes and ears, but there were a lot of people complaining around me so while I was singing my vocalcords out there was mumbling behind me from 3 guys I, suposse their gals made them come, they went like "he should lose weight, he should go to a gym, he should take singing lessons, he was getting tooooo old to be on stage, he was...... argh you fill in the blancs, so after hearing this I turned around and my other 2 friends who did make it were pulling my arms and telling me to behave.... I was good !! I just told these s.. to either shutt up or leave for the nearest bar and let others have fun at this, must have looked pretty mad cause one of them started out to make a comment but hushed right away after looking at my face. People say if I'm mad I look like a demon shooting fire from my eyes, but I never noticed that I'm such a easy person......so they actually left at least behind me!! 1 word out of any of them and I would have decked him grrrrr, now that would be a great comment on his concert wouldn't it? FIGHT STARTED AT MEAT LOAF'S CONCERT IN AMSTERDAM. Neh glad it did'nt happen it would be a mess.
I was happy happy happy 2 things I wanted to do for such a long time came true BUT this last moday while I was at the shop my phone rang, it was Danny asking me with a grin sounding in his voice "Guess who might be dead?" I said "My dad" (gut feeling)and he said "YES, the police called a couple of minutes ago if we where related to mr. .... and if we had a key to his house, cause one of the neighbors called to say he did'nt answer the door and they were worried, I told them I didn't know the man and that my mom and grandma didn't talked to him in 25 years, so they said they would take a look and they would call back" now I have to tell you my 'dad' was not a very nice man to neither me, my sis, my mom or to the rest of his blood kin, this man lived like a hermit and now he died like one. After an hr my cell rang and there was a cop telling me in this appropriate voice he was sorry to have to tell this on the phone but they had found my 'dad' dead on the livingroomfloor in his house, me being me said "and about time too" this man must have thought what a strange lady this is and was out of words for a while... he explained to me I could come over and take care of things or I could pick up the keys the next day at the policestation to have a look at his stuff, they put in a new lock because they had to break down the doors, yes doors the entry one and the one behind it cause this man was a paranoid selfish hermit bastard, and no I'm not mad I'm flaming furious cause now I won't have the change to get even for 44 yrs mental abuse!!! My Bf told me we would go there now to check out things and not wait till morning cause I did'nt know anything about this man and even though he still was my 'dad' yeah right but we went and checked things over.... like a good daughter is supposed to.... I talked to the police who were still there and made arrangements to get things started on funeral and things we took all the paperwork I thought was needed and went home. The next day me and Danny looked stuff over and I found a concept Will, I called the solicitor who's adress was on the enveloppe and explained the situation this lady promised to call me back asap, in the meanwhile Danny and me figured out the where and what he wanted for his funeral and set off for this funeralhome to make arrangements. While we were there my cell rings and the lady solicitor said to me I had no rights to make any decisions what so ever and I had to get the papers back to the house and take the keys back to the police so I asked here if I have no rights then I have no obligations too? she said right you are banned from his will so.....
COOL now there seems to be a executair who's a cuz x3 from me and she's making all the arrangements which he wanted, all of his estate seems to be left to this GF? in slovenia or rather her next of kinn because like my cuz x3 told me she died a couple of years ago too BUT according to dutch law you can't bann your children totally and as the lady solicitor told me in a way he did me a favor (bet he's pissed now) because I don't have ANY right or obligations to him in any way not by debts or taxes or..... what ever, I still have a right to my childs part and since my sister died i'm the only rightfull child left I have a claim to 1/2 of his estate!!!
GOT YOU SUCKER!!!!
A lot of you must think I'm heartless but you don't know the things he did to us and let me tell you that's plenty to kill someone for.

Right now I'm still very very pissed for not being able to get even but that to will fade like everything else has in my life it can take a while but I AM better then he was that I know and have proven lots of times in the past!

So y'll have fun and live your life like YOU want to I know I did and still do.


Rebs

posted by Rebel @ 12:20 PM 0 comments